i lost my diary, and i am totally crushed~
this is not good at all.
"why do u even have a diary when u already have a blog ?"
well that was my diary during the whole semester 3 at CFSIIUM.
semester 3 was the best sem ever, yet a killer sem, and with all the things that happened in my life which made it harder.
as i can't blog as often as i would at home, i wrote in a diary instead.
and the diary is important because my deepest darkest feelings are all in there.
my blog is not a place for me to express EVERYTHING, not really. or is it ? *wondering *
so i really put a whole lot of effort in writing the diary, because it is filled with lovely quotes, cute doodles, colourful writing and a lot of other stuff too.
but now, it is gone.
A diary, is really helpful to me. if i am desperate, a piece of paper would do.
why is it helpful ?
well, i tend to be more rational and serene when i am writing, so it really helps to blow away any negativity such as ; anger, sad, empty feeling. all i do is write it all in my diary, and it is as if i poured all the feelings into the diary and i feel much better.
a diary to me is also how i manage my anger, in islam if we're angry while standing than sit, if ur sitting than lie down. so when i am angry, i would just pull myself together , then sit or even lie down, at the same time i write in my diary.
my diary also contains a collection of my favourite quotes, heart-warming quranic verses, motivational tips and so on. sometimes when i'm feeling a bit blue , i would just reread what i have written before. Some of things I've written are really an eye-opener and and it motivates me to get out of the blues ~
so a diary is significant to me, it might be significant to other people too ~
even though i lost mine. it's fine. hakuna matata right ? (:
* boring2 ! who wants to know about ur little diary lah shakirah ? *
> tahu takpe <
ok fine, finito.